?

It's come to my knowledge that I have a few unjustifiable enemies in my class. Isn't it funny how people can make a conclusion about you because you like to be alone? They assume that you think you're better; they assume you don't like them; they assume you're stuck up. Isn't it these same qualities that we hide from ourselves? Isn't that what we assume the worst of others? That they are all the things we really are?
I do my homework. I study for test just like the rest of them and yet I'm an individual in a group. I'm isolated in a crowd. What's the point of making unneccessary enemies? Doesn't there come an age when outright hating someone for no reason becomes childish? Maybe not for everyone else but as for me, I've reached an age where my immaturity is only present when it's needed. When I'm hanging with my teenaged cousin or niece; when I'm wrestling with my nephew or playing basketball or video games with my little cousin.
When is it safe for me to be myself? When is it safe for people to accept that I also have flows; that I'm also human?
When is it my time to anything?